Thursday, July 16, 2009

Eternal Flame


In a rocky cleft

beneath the willows,

burns a quavering blue flame

that I alone must tend,

arcing my body into a canopy

when the rain pelts

or smothering snow falls.

In all weathers I must feed the fire

scraps of paper, broken pencils,

and fingernails torn as I scratch and claw

through the bricklike clay of my spirit,

hardened by years of rejection,

yet fertile still when gently watered.

Dig through unyielding earth for

wood chips, abandoned cardboard,

any and all refuse

that might feed this insatiable muse,

my burden,

my calling,

my obedience.

9 comments:

Pat - Arkansas said...

Wonderful!!!

forsythia said...

Quite a picture of the creative process! The clay seems to be loosening up a bit. :-) Do you agree or is it still so difficult?

Ruth Hull Chatlien said...

Right now, fiction writing--which I always considered my primary vocation--is really hard. So I'm expressing myself in other ways . . . and rethinking the whole nature of my calling.

Kathy said...

Profound and quite telling.

Dawn said...

This is beautiful Ruth! All this rethinking of the whole nature of your calling must be rather exciting.

Trish said...

very raw and exposed.
Keep that inner flame alive....feeding it's insatiable need for outer manifestations by delving into all manners of creative spirit...you kindle it...yes you do...and see how it burns more brightly each time. Wonderful words Ruth.

Barbara B. said...

Wow, so good.

Diane Vogel Ferri said...

All I thought was "WOW" I love meaningful endings to poems. It's a beauty.

Elizabeth G. said...

Wonderful.