In a rocky cleft
beneath the willows,
burns a quavering blue flame
that I alone must tend,
arcing my body into a canopy
when the rain pelts
or smothering snow falls.
In all weathers I must feed the fire
scraps of paper, broken pencils,
and fingernails torn as I scratch and claw
through the bricklike clay of my spirit,
hardened by years of rejection,
yet fertile still when gently watered.
Dig through unyielding earth for
wood chips, abandoned cardboard,
any and all refuse
that might feed this insatiable muse,
my burden,
my calling,
my obedience.

9 comments:
Wonderful!!!
Quite a picture of the creative process! The clay seems to be loosening up a bit. :-) Do you agree or is it still so difficult?
Right now, fiction writing--which I always considered my primary vocation--is really hard. So I'm expressing myself in other ways . . . and rethinking the whole nature of my calling.
Profound and quite telling.
This is beautiful Ruth! All this rethinking of the whole nature of your calling must be rather exciting.
very raw and exposed.
Keep that inner flame alive....feeding it's insatiable need for outer manifestations by delving into all manners of creative spirit...you kindle it...yes you do...and see how it burns more brightly each time. Wonderful words Ruth.
Wow, so good.
All I thought was "WOW" I love meaningful endings to poems. It's a beauty.
Wonderful.
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