Friday, November 13, 2009

Little Gratitudes


It's Friday of what has been a busy week. Well, from the looks of my workload, all my weeks are going to be busy for some time. Not that I'm complaining.

I have three little things to be grateful for this morning. I just called my credit union to make sure our automatic mortgage payment went through (our mortgage company was bought by a different bank, and I wasn't going to take it for granted that all the account info transferred properly). While listening to the ten most recent transactions, I learned that I just received my first direct deposit paycheck as a temporary employee. That was good news.

I woke up early enough this morning to finish an article I'd been working on for Suite101 about a technique that can speed up knitting. It's been hanging over my head for days because I was too swamped to tie up the last few details. It's posted now, so that's a relief.

And while I was looking for something else on the Internet this morning, I stumbled across a Yeats poem I didn't know and which I found very beautiful. So I decided to share it with you.

Broken Dreams


THERE is grey in your hair.
Young men no longer suddenly catch their breath
When you are passing;
But maybe some old gaffer mutters a blessing
Because it was your prayer 5
Recovered him upon the bed of death.
For your sole sake—that all heart’s ache have known,
And given to others all heart’s ache,
From meagre girlhood’s putting on
Burdensome beauty—for your sole sake 10
Heaven has put away the stroke of her doom,
So great her portion in that peace you make
By merely walking in a room.
Your beauty can but leave among us
Vague memories, nothing but memories. 15
A young man when the old men are done talking
Will say to an old man, ‘Tell me of that lady
The poet stubborn with his passion sang us
When age might well have chilled his blood.’
Vague memories, nothing but memories, 20
But in the grave all, all, shall be renewed.
The certainty that I shall see that lady
Leaning or standing or walking
In the first loveliness of womanhood,
And with the fervour of my youthful eyes, 25
Has set me muttering like a fool.
You are more beautiful than any one,
And yet your body had a flaw:
Your small hands were not beautiful,
And I am afraid that you will run 30
And paddle to the wrist
In that mysterious, always brimming lake
Where those that have obeyed the holy law
Paddle and are perfect; leave unchanged
The hands that I have kissed 35
For old sake’s sake.
The last stroke of midnight dies.
All day in the one chair
From dream to dream and rhyme to rhyme I have ranged
In rambling talk with an image of air: 40
Vague memories, nothing but memories.



I hope this Friday the 13th brings you all good luck rather than bad.

9 comments:

KathyA said...

I hadn't realized that it is, indeed, Friday the 13th!

Profound poem.

Rosezilla said...

Sigh... I like the poem, but as my 49th b'day approaches, it is somewhat bitter sweet. Although in some ways mostly sweet. Friday the 13th is the same way... it was always a family good luck day; but then something happened to turn it bitter sweet.

jay said...

I agree, it is a bittersweet poem, but there is something calm and comforting in it.

Glad you're having a good day! :)

Trish said...

Oh Ruth...again, I have been remiss in not popping in lately. Too much on my little plate...grin. I need to get a bigger plate me thinks!!!

Thanks for your kind words of encouragement. I too had not heard this poem and yet there is some familiarity to it...perhaps a single line taken out as a quote and read in years past...perhaps. At any rate...I love it! It is not sad at all...it is full of truth and beauty....and it is reality which I embrace. Love it. Ruth...how are you doing?! Miss our chats...will get myself 'on track' at some point here! Who knew having a 'child away from home' was more work than having them 'at home?!!!! Grin. Happy Weekend!

afeatheradrift said...

Ruth, so glad I could finally get by and catch up on what you have been up to. I read the post on speeding up my knitting.Thanks for the advice! I sure wish you were on Facebook. I keep up with a number of our blogging buddies much easier there. I'm glad the computer is back up and hope your art is coming along. I have really enjoyed watching your progress. Thanks for being YOU!

Sis said...

That really is beautiful. I'm so glad you posted it.
XOXO

Jennifer said...

Lovely, all of it.

Mauigirl said...

I echo Featheradrift - please come to Facebook! I've been remiss in my blog reading lately but somehow always find time for Facebook. It's an addiction. Anyway, I loved this post and this poem - Yeats is wonderful. It's a poignant poem.

nikkipolani said...

What a rich poem, Ruth. Thanks for sharing it.